2yrs, no alcohol.

I always knew I would not be an adult who drinks alcohol. Being a child surrounded by alcohol I knew i would never be like them.

Even when in my party era, a couple of years ago, I knew that era would pass. It was never the right fit for my true soul, for who the woman I truly am. 

Two years with no alcohol have thought me these things:

  • Alcohol is a hard drug people often use because they don’t know how to soothe  themselves. It’s a quick escape and you often end up in hell.

  • As someone who has faced mental health challenges, I could really feel how this drug was deep frying my brain. Although I never had a drinking problem and only drank maybe twice the year befor I decided it wasn’t for me, I could sense how my body didn't react well to it.

  • The society accepts this drug and keeps people mentally unfocused and not on point. Having people stuck in frequencies where self love, healing and success is hard to find.

  • Personally I have always been very driven but no hangovers and distractions definitely keeps me on my toes. During these 2 years I have started my own company, I have co-founded a beautiful organization in Uganda/kenya, studied to become a life coach helping others to heal. I have arranged and organized retreats and workshops all around the world.

  • When we prioritize what’s good for us we gain confidence and start to really love ourselves.

  • It seems like people don’t know how to hang out if it doesn’t involve alcohol. It’s extremely sad tbh.

I’ll probably never drink again

The first time I wanted to go ’no alcohol’ was in my teenage years, I was just so chocked about how natural and ok it was using that drug and every time me and friend was meeting up it would always involve alcohol, even just for one glass.

That time lasted a year, this time I can’t even see myself as a person who ever drinks again tbh. I’m so happy and proud of this beautiful transition, not only for me but especially for the little children around me and ofc, little Nicole.

I Love You, I Thank You.

/Nicole <3

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